broken heart :'(

hmm,,skg nasi da jd bubur..i trust him but y ??he lie me..im so sad..aku skg kn dy sgt2..sblm ny dy oke je..baik ,lyn aku mcm wife dy..bes sgt..lme xlme jgk ite org knl..but sjk2 ny dy brubah sgt..y??dy xmcm dlo yg aku knl..aku rndu dy yg dlo :'( aku syg dy..aku sdh sbb dy..tp ?npe dy xnmpak sume 2..dy tetbe je wt aku cm xwjd..one day aku col dy xanswr.tex xrep ..smpai mlm..ble dy on9 aku tgor but no respon..aku col dy rjct..smpai kn dy rmove n block aku..ape sume 2??smpai kn dy say "jgn ggu aku lg".aku xsgke sjak dy blaik dri sne dy wt aku mcm ny :'(
esk nye dy crk aku..mntk maaf tp knpe pnh dgn kebohongan?
cm ne aku nk pcye dy lg?smlm dy say fb dy bg mem dy..but still on ..ble aku mntk pswd xnk bg..knpe??kalau korg pn da twu kn ape mkne nye..npe msty aku dy wt cm ny?mne jnji2 dy?hmm..k fine if dy ad org lain tp knpe msty tpu aku?xnk mngaku..sdangkn aku da twu da..then smlm mlm aku col dy waiting nk dkt 2jm..ape sume 2?dy say "xkn nk cple gn laki..pk la skt"..col laki smpai 2jm ke???then ble suda dy tex aku say mcm2..ble aku nk b_ _ _ _ ....dy xnk..aku say"nape xley trme ke if aku xd utk dy lg"?dy kap "mmg xley trme..pk lhaa bek2 ma..jgn kuat pk yg bkn2"..ape ny?n ugt aku ble aku xnk dy.k fine aku xksh..hnye mmpu bsbr je..coz aku still LOVE him !!then col bebual gn dy cm buase ,,aku mls gdoh coz aku tgah xshat..aku da mls gdoh..skg aku xshat..dy say da g klink..lom lg..dy wory kt aku then srh rhat..aku pn ad hati n perasaan jgk..sdg kn binatang pn ad hati..hargai la slgi ia msih ad ..xpela..allah je yg thu sgle nye..aku hnye mmpu trsenyum buy hkikat nye hati mnanges !! :'(